The What If Game

Everything makes me question myself these days. Like EVERYTHING. Its becoming a major problem. I cannot make decisions to save my life. Grapes or oranges? I dont know. Brownies or muffins? Couldnt tell ya. I find myself constantly questioning myself about everything. Its annoying to say the least. I would like to stop doing it. But how? Its almost involuntary at this point. I feel like I have made so many choices that were wrong and bad and they have all lead me to this point in my life. What if I had made different choices? Where would I be now? Do you ever think that?